I'm not sure what to do with myself this holiday. I'm in a hurricane of feelings but these days I don't think anyone cares. I guess others can get over the most important people in your life during and suddenly just being gone but mothers day reminds me that BOTH my son and mother are gone. Its a very difficult time and I feel like I don't dare talk about how I'm missing them or how badly I'm hurting. I've recently been told I'm selfish and that one girl hasn't visited since my son's death "because I'm making bit all about me". I'd ask her one question- having not been to the viewing or his funeral or around me at all, how would you know how I'm handling his passing?
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