Friends and Followers

Thursday, April 16, 2015

What can I say Boo that hasn't been said?  I was here for your 24th year and you weren't.  Its not right.  It hasn't been since that first January night and well, I'm faithful that one day I'll understand.  As I'm sure you already do.

Ahh, Boo things just keep going from bad to worse.  I need my voice of reason.  I promised you that since you were called home too soon that I would get out there and live more for you.  And I was!  You know I was!  So why this?  Why now?  God I am so understanding the book of Job more and more clearly week by week.  I also understand how you felt.  I've all but lost most any faith I had in doctors.  We're to trust someone with our lives who won't LISTEN to and trust us when its OUR BODIES  and OUR LIVES. Really?  I am so sorry I poo pooed your feelings about that.  I just had an impossible time believing that but you were right.
God how I wish I could hear that "I told you so" chuckle and whatever smart remark you came up with.  I do miss you more than you could imagine.

Happy Birthday Baby...I love you always and forever....Mom